So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

I decided to tune into some Gospel tracks earlier, and this songs touched me really deeply that I radically broke down on my knees to cry. There was this bitting feeling in my heart, that it was sum up in regrets, heartaches, pain, bitterness, you name it. For this past year, I've been going through so much in life, friendship, relationship, studies and even my relationship with God. I didn't surrender my worries and cast all my cares on him, which made me feel so bitter deep inside. Although I've started to go to church, I will not hinder anything from letting me take this step of faith, to trust him again and surrender completely to him. In short, God cares for everyone, he can try all means to get your attention but the point is, do you want to let him in? I hope after this post, I'll get my thinking sorted out. People hates me because they are mainly jealous, problems that gets in my way, distracting me from my studies will not hinder me anymore, I've decided to move on already. Tiffany has finally woken up, she is no longer a push over, a physically and emotionally weak girl with a giving heart when nobody appreciates it. She's older now, she has grown and gone through so much in life. She's better off now : ) I think this is a wake up call from God, I felt his presence raining down on me while I was crying so hard, not because I was sad or hurt but I felt the bitterness of not letting God into my heart again. But it's completely different now.... : )